Back to Malaysia

Finally I am back!

Another few more days later, my sister will be studying in Singapore.
Packing all the things for my sister.
Looking at my mother how she packed the things carefully for my sister.
All new things,
Ranging from pencil case to bedsheets,
everything is well prepared.
Let me think back the moment before I went to Australia,
how much she loves me and care for me.

Mother,
I really love you.
How could I do just to make you feel happier?
I wish I could do anything for you,
however with my limited ability,
I doubt,
what could I do for you.

Merry Christmas mum,
and
i love you

week 3 August 1st

Time flies,
this week will be week 3 for my semester.
Hope everything will be go on smoothly..
Haiz.. another few more weeks, I will be unemployed.
Perhaps now I have to work much harder for my future..


Ying Hui,
work hard ya, and move to your future!!!

oh.. this month is my youngest sister's birthday.
Have to prepare something for her....

A familiar story..

在一个多月前，这个女生A从一个无名氏的女生B 得知，其实她早已对这位男生有了倾慕之心， 也告诉A应该好好祝福他们.
A 在此祝福他们永远幸福快乐!

我爱你， 亲爱的妈咪

当一个母亲不容易，
当一个让每个小孩都称心的母亲更难。

了解到妈咪的痛心，
在远方的我同时为你心痛，
我是多么的希望能在你身旁陪伴着你。
这么多年来，
你已经为了我们姐弟妹付出那么多，
可是换来却是担忧与失望。

妈咪，
我最爱的妈咪，
我是那么希望能为你做些什么。
每次我最难过的时候，
我都很想听你的声音，
你那安慰我的慈祥的声音。
我每次开心的时候，
第一个想起的就是你。
想与你分享我拥有的喜悦。
因为我想多一点的时间陪你，
所以每次朋友邀请我的聚餐，
每次不用问爹地妈咪，
我都毫不犹豫的辞掉，
害怕你为我担心，
也害怕不够时间陪你。

妈咪，
我回来的时候，
我们一起去kampar 走一趟吧！
因为，我知道，
那里也有你很多点点滴滴的快乐和回忆。
我要让妈咪每天都能开心。
我爱你。

Unbelievable

Finally yesterday the result is out,
just before logging to the webpage, my tears were dropping,
calling my mother, telling her how much fear with me.

It was out!
The link for result was posted at the website,
without thinking, I just clicked on the link,
my heart was still pounding non-stop...
At that moment, I seriously thought that I was succumbed my severe heart disease.

Just a few second,
I can see there were lots of candidate numbers,
but yet I still unsure whether I am pass or not,
I checked my email to search out my candidate number.

Found~
Remembered it deep in heart,
back to the website,
instead of searching through the whole list,
"Ctrl F" and keyed in my candidate number, and
"ENTER"
highlighted!!!

I saw my number is highlighted in blue!
I was so uncertain and click back to my email account to double confirm with my candidate number.
Yes, it was true!!
I even call my friend to pinch me!!
yeah.. it was true...
Thank you God for loving me...
Thank you mama for supporting and comforting me the whole night...
Thank you big jiu jiu' call and make me happy,
Thank you kitty being patient to stay around me,
Thank you my best friend, Sze Wang who purposely called me to give me encouragement,
Thank you yoke shan sister and wai meng brother the wishes you gave me!
and really.... Thank you everyone ~~~

鼓励

昨晚听完你的鼓励，
我发现你的内心真的很强，
我喜欢上你永不放弃的精神，
听了你所说的，
让我觉得我真得很懦弱。
的确，我是真的弱了。

每天一天反复的告诉自己，
不要放弃，
大家也是一样要面对的，
为什么只有我不可以。
我开始了解当初妹妹在新家坡念书时，
每天都哭着。
可是今天的她是多么的强悍，
去到哪里都有自信的感觉，
让人觉得有点太能干了。

而我，
还是一样，
很多的害怕，
很多的担忧，
也同时很多的眼泪。

我们现在在走着山坡，
就算今天只走了1 厘米，
也算是有进步。
路有多长，我们谁都不知道。
我知道现在我不只是在走上去，
同时下着的大雨让我更难上前去，
我都走到一半了，
不可能现在就放弃，
就算一厘米也好，
就算偶尔大雨的侵袭让我绊倒，
我还是可以爬起来走的，
只要不放弃就好。
因为，只要走得上去，
我才可以实现对妈咪的承诺，
还有非洲小朋友的期望，
我知道，
我还是要走的。

不知今晚是否会下大雨，
希望是个美丽的夜晚，
要不我就得在雨中一起落泪了。

改变

要么就开开心的念， 好吗？
考试有点让我透不过气来了，
我开始喜欢上学新知识的感觉，
可是我讨厌考试的制度。
加上又固执，
明知道这些是不会出的，
可是不甘心为什么看不懂，
而继续都留在同一个问题上。
颖徽， 先看别的先好吗？？　

可是，我真的很想知道为什么。。。。　

怎么办。。。。

明天是我重生，　还是是我的死期？　
突然，又觉得累了。。。　

Inborn genius

I met one of my friend,
can be considerably inborn genius.
Everyday just watching unlimited shows and you-tubes,
and yet excellent in studies.

How much I wish to be like her,
but it seems unlikely to happen,
it is just because...

I am stupid...

+++ OIL

Happy mother's day

母亲节快乐！！

Sorry that I am not able to celebrate with you this year, but deep in my heart, I love you, my lovely mother.
hugs.

Happy mother's day.
I miss eating vegetarian cake.

Back from Sydney

Finally I am back from Sydney.
How nice if it is just a vacation, rather than taking my external exam.
I guess perhaps, I failed again.
I was really terrified the moment I looked at the questions.
Totally, they aren't easy at all.
The moment the first question pops up,
the first thing I wanted to utter...
Oh my God...
This is tough....
I couldn't do anything much, but to continue work hard for my future.
How much hard work do I need to devote in?

But anyway, have a great day in Sydney.
Is more a lively place as compared to Canberra.
However the people here are less friendly.
If given a choice,
I guess I prefer to work in Sydney, but stay in Canberra.
But the most important now is to work hard,
to achieve all this.

Mummy, I am sorry.
I really tried to work hard.
But I will try even harder.
The moment I stayed in Sydney apartment,
I love the environment,
and I really wish you will be here with me.
I promised will work very hard,
so that you can have a good living not only here,
but around the world.

Thank you Qian for ringing me up, the moment that I was truly depressed over not able to complete the paper again...
Hope that you enjoy your Taiwan trip in the coming 9th of May.
I really wish that I could able to follow.
After all I never been Taiwan before.
There is one more place I wish to go more,
together with mama and someone special,
it is to JAPAN!!!

yinghui,
let's work hard for all the dreams...

度过期..

今天,
从新闻上得知你曾患有忧郁症,
顿时让我觉得我了解你的痛楚。
朋友，
无论如何，
你都会在我的心中活着，
你的死讯，
让我只现在为止，
真的不能完全接受。
因为，
我真的很不舍的你。

欣宁，
今天我帮你祈祷，
你听到了吗？

亲爱的上天，
请你疼疼我这个很好很好的朋友，
因为，
她真的很好。
把爱我的部分，
也分给她好吗？

因为，
让我知道
我真的很怕失去，
尤其是我身边对我很重要很重要的人。
家人，朋友，亲人。。。
我永远永远都会珍惜你们。
永远。。。

只恨太晚。。。

你曾是我很好很好的朋友。
今天当我听到你死讯，
我真的吓呆了。
我不敢相信这是事实。
你都是那么的开朗，
才刚不久你与我有约，
说等我回来时与你聚餐。
我还记得称赞你的狗狗很可爱。
你开心地会我说，他是你最好的倾诉对象。
为什么会这样。

我的心情真的真的很糟糕，很混乱。
你知道现在的我真的真的很想念你。
可是不知道为什么我的头脑，
有个奇怪的图片一直在打转着，
可以想象到那天晚上很冷，
你就在黄灯的书桌前，
提起你的笔，
写了遗书，
眼泪一直在流着，
我知道你的心里的挣扎。
为什么？
你有勇气的选择不能回转的选择，
却没有勇气走下去。

今天在你的facebook 留言了，
今天在我的手机里，
有个冲动，
按下你的号码，
多么希望你能接起。
并没有，
我还是存有希望。

欣宁，
我想你， 真的真得很想念你。
今晚报梦给我，好吗？　

New target

My new target,
work hard and work harder!!

With my dream that I bring 100 packets of rice,
with 5000 of drumsticks,
to feed the Africa kids..

Is it possible?

I hope so,
if one fine day I would be able to do,
I will go for it.
But before that,
let's work hard for it..

To my dearest Yan yan

Dear yan yan,
I wouldn't know that whether you will open my blog,
as it had been quite sometime I haven't update anything.
Ever since I had been here,
my daily routine, besides studying is still studying.
Well, in between I did cooking as past time,
but if possible would like to cook as simple as possible.

Had been stress up recently,
meanwhile I also know that you are preparing for UPSR.
All the best to you ,my beloved sister,
hope you pass your exams will flying colours.
Be a good girl ya,
Jie jie will love you forever.
Please write me something once in awhile,
because I miss you all, my family!

Loneliness

Had been locked in the room the whole day,
Other than sneaked out for some food,
or going to the washroom.

Staying in front of my laptop,
with all the books scatter around.
Haiz, CTF is tough I would say.
Studying here is totally different,
the only thing I can blame is I am not good enough.

Hoping to work hard for something,
Will I succeed?
I don't think so,
but still,
I don't want to give up.

最新暴汗经典语录

1.你以为最酸的感觉是吃醋吗？不是，最酸的感觉是没权

吃醋。

　　2.低头要有勇气，抬头要有底气。

　　3.上天决定了谁是你的亲戚，幸运的是在选择朋友方面它给你留了余地。

　　4.人生就像一杯茶，不会苦一辈子，但总会苦一阵子。

　　5.傻与不傻，要看你会不会装傻。

　　6.女人用友情来拒绝爱情，男人用友情来换取爱情。

　　7.幸福是可以通过学习来获得的，尽管它不是我们的母语。

　　8.不要见一个爱一个，爱的太多，你的爱就要贬值。

　　9.想完全了解一个男人，最好别做他的恋人，而做他的朋友。

　　10.朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人

　　11.当我们搬开别人架下的绊脚石时，也许恰恰是在为自己铺路。

　　12.痛苦来临时不要总问：“为什么偏偏是我？”因为快乐降临时你可没有问过这个问题。

　　13.如果说我懂的道理比别人多一点，那是因为我犯的错误比别人多一点。

　　14.不是每句“对不起”，都能换来“没关系”。

　　15.世界上只有想不通的人，没有走不通的路。

　　16.地球是运动的，一个人不会永远处在倒霉的位置。

　　17.走的最急的是最美的景色，伤的最深的是最真的感情。

　　18.在事实面前，我们的想象力越发达，后果就越不堪设想。

　　19.当别人开始说你是疯子的时候，你离成功就不远了……

　　20.你永远看不见我眼里的泪，因为你不在时我才会哭泣。

　　21.时间就像一张网，你撒在哪里，你的收获就在哪里。

　　22.如果我能够看到自己的背影，我想它一定很忧伤，因为我把快乐都留在了前面。

　　23.理想和现实总是有差距的，幸好还有差距，不然，谁还稀罕理想？

　　24.说有上辈子的人是在骗自己；说有下辈子的人是在骗别人。

　　25.任何人都可以变得狠毒，只要你尝试过嫉妒。旗山网

　　26.常常告诫自己不要在一棵树上吊死，结果……在树林里迷路了。

　　27.爱情就像攥在手里的沙子，攥的越紧，流失的越快。

　　28.人生有两大悲剧：一个是得不到想要的东西，另一个是得到了不想要的东西。

　　29.成熟不是心变老，而是眼泪在眼里打转却还保持微笑。

　　30.问候不一定要郑重其事，但一定要真诚感人。

　　31.做与不做的最大区别是：后者拥有对前者的评论权。

　　32.人，长得漂亮不如活的漂亮。旗山论坛

　　33.有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没有结局；有时候，明知没路了，却还在前进，因为习惯了。

　　34.同样的一瓶饮料，便利店里2块钱，五星饭店里60块，很多的时候，一个人的价值取决于所在的位置。

　　35.每个人出生的时候都是原创，可悲的是很多人渐渐都成了盗版。

　　36.真坏人并不可怕，可怕的是假好人。

　　37.浪漫是一袭美丽的晚礼服，但你不能一天到晚都穿着它。

　　38.把一切平凡的事做好即不平凡，把一切简单的事做好即不简单。

　　39.把不忙不闲的工作做的出色，把不咸不淡的生活过得精彩。

　　40.情侣间最矛盾的地方就是幻想彼此的未来，却惦记着对方的过去。

　　41.忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦；奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实地感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚。旗山家园

　　42.理想很丰满，现实很骨感。

　　43.女人吻男人是一种幸福，男人吻女人是一种口福。

　　44.爱情永远比婚姻圣洁，婚姻永远比爱情实惠。

　　45.探索的旅程不在于发现新大陆，而在于培养新视角。

　　46.一个人能走多远，要看他有谁同行；一个人有多优秀，要看他有谁指点；一个人有多成功，要看他有谁相伴。

　　47.叹气是最浪费时间的事情，哭泣是最浪费力气的行径。

　　48.不是人人都能活的低调，可以低调的基础是随时都能高调。

　　49.谈恋爱就像剥洋葱，总有一层会让你流泪。

　　50.年轻时候，拍下许多照片，摆在客厅给别人看；等到老了，才明白照片是拍给自己看的。

　　51.就算不快乐也不要皱眉，因为你永远不知道谁会爱上你的笑容。

　　52.当大部分人都在关注你飞的高不高时，只有少部分人关心你飞的累不累，这就是友情。

　　53.绝口不提不是因为忘记，而是因为铭记。

　　54.让未来到来，让过去过去。。旗山论坛

　　55.微小的幸福就在身边，容易满足就是天堂。

　　56.成功有个副作用，就是以为过去的做法同样适应于将来。

　　57.天使之所以会飞，是因为她们把自己看得很轻……

　　58.试金可以用火，试女人可以用金，试男人可以用女人。

　　59.喜欢一个人，就是在一起很开心；爱一个人，就是即使不开心，也想在一起。

　　60.幽默就是一个人想哭的时候还有笑的兴致。

　　61.咖啡苦与甜，不在于怎么搅拌，而在于是否放糖；一段伤痛，不在于怎么忘记，而在于是否有勇气重新开始。

Missing terribly

It had been here for a week.
Everything start to go on track,
everything move on.
But my emotion still remain unmoved,
I miss my mother a lot.

Just in a week time,
I miss a my mother's cooking.
Her cooks,
her soups,
and her love.

Roommate back to her house,
I am alone again,
missing my mother...

Mama, I really miss you a lot..

开怀

谢谢你朋友,
让我觉得有新认识的感觉.
小小的动作,
勇敢的踏处第一步,
释放你的心怀,
其实你的心会开心点.

反正活着也是活着,
选择开心活下去吧!

妈咪,
我会努力的!
因为我要实现对你的承诺,
好好照顾自己,
多想开心的事情,
很努力努力的读书,
因为... 这些让我们走更远,更美好的未来!
我爱你, 妈咪!

不舍的新朋友

致亲爱的燕如，

虽然跟你在一起的日子不久，
说真的也没有什么好好的相处，
可是当我知道你将要到森美兰继续就读的时候，
心里突然涌起不舍的心情。
该怎么形容？
应该是说，虽然我俩并没有什么交集，
可是当我为了升学的事在哭的那一天，
你在我的身旁的时候，
也不知为什么突然有了欣慰的感觉。
你突然的安危，
让我解放了。
其实人总是有转弯的时刻，
也是要拿起勇气做出决定的时候。
听了你的故事，
我了解其实没什么大不了。
在此，
我真的想要感谢你。
你的开朗，
你的了解，
让我觉得认识了你，
是上天对我的眷恋。
谢谢你！

还有，
新年快乐！

pre-new year yip's gathering

As requested to write in English by my dear big uncle, (hehe.. he is a "banana")
however my English vocabularies are limited,
hence please bear with me for writing a poor English.


Enjoyed my pre-new year gathering with my relatives this afternoon.
I guess this is the last gathering before leaving,
I guess I will be missing many things over here,
my family, relatives, friends, foods and many others.
Another 1 more week to go.
As time flies, my heart getting much more nervous.
I am afraid that I may not adapt the new environment over there,
worrying that I may suffered from culture shock,
but whatever is it,
I will try my best.

Thank you aunties and uncles for today gathering.
For the coming one year,
I will think of you all,
the supports and love that you all directed to me.
Deep in heart, I really appreciate those all the while.
I was terribly down twice in life.
Once during my secondary period, and another time I wouldn't want to mention about it.
With my mother's love,
she arranged a relative reunion on my birthday, where all my aunties and uncles attended.
Till today, I still kept all those presents in my lovely box.
My big "jiu jiu" and ""jiu mu" presented me a pink crystal,
Big "yi yi" gave me a teddy bag,
Small "yi yi" gave me a music box,
and last but not least, my mother gave me a necklace.
What I appreciate wasn't the presents you all gave me,
but those affections were what I perceived.
Today's gathering, I felt loved again,
I know that I am not alone,
because I know that I have you all.

Obviously the most grateful person in my life is my mother,
"Mother, I really love you! "

Meanwhile I would like to post up some videos and pictures regarding on today's gathering.
Together with my cute cousins,
I kinda of enjoy their companions.

To my dear cousins Mandy and Nicole,
thank you for having fun with me. Hehe. You both are really cute till that I wanted to pinch you both rosy cheeks. However I didn't do that, as.... your parents were there... I scared later big "jiu jiu" will pinch me back.

Big jiu jiu, Mandy and Nicole

Big jiu jiu, jiu mu, Mandy and Nicole

To my dear cousins Jia Tong, Jia Rou and Jia Xuan,
hehe... I know all the while you all have good great results in your exams. All the best for you all and take care ya. But... slight reminder to you all, never hit your cousin (me) anymore, is painful!!


Jia tong and naughty Jia Rou

To dear Xian Qi,
Sorry for the late congrats on your 7A UPSR. I know you can have a very bright future, but meanwhile don't stress up yourself ya!

To dear Wei Jing,
Hey boy... I know that you are getting "sideway" . Never wear horizontal clothes, else you seems getting bigger size... hehe. Don't worry, I know that you have many "girlfriends". Well, one fine day, bring them over and let me have a look.

To dear Wei Xian,
Among all my cousins, you are the closest age to me, even though you are still far much younger than me. All the best ya. I know that you can perform well in your studies if you really study. Keep in touch ya.


Wei Jing and Wei Xian


Thank you everyone. I love you all!



My dear mother giving ang pau to my cousins... Haha. Where is mine???